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[Acrobat]

Don't take me too seriously, I don't think much of nature of psi, existence of it and similar things. All I know is that I can feel something and I can use it to do what I want, and later do even more of what I want. I don't care if it's psi, qi, mana, energy or whatever else you might call it as long as it serves the purpose. Once I get more abilities I will know more of the nature of what I use. At the moment I'm in no position of talking about it because I don't know anything about it. There is still much for me to learn and a lot of things to test before I can try to prove anything.

[issacweirdo]

Don't take me too seriously, I don't think much of nature of psi, existence of it and similar things. All I know is that I can feel something and I can use it to do what I want, and later do even more of what I want. I don't care if it's psi, qi, mana, energy or whatever else you might call it as long as it serves the purpose. Once I get more abilities I will know more of the nature of what I use. At the moment I'm in no position of talking about it because I don't know anything about it. There is still much for me to learn and a lot of things to test before I can try to prove anything.

Don't worry, to be honest I'm not taking anything related to psionics seriously I just like to ponder within closed systems, so this is more of a hobby to me than anything else. You also have a practical view; nice.

[Acrobat]

Recently I was a bit busy and lately to meditate, so as I decreased frequency of meditation I noticed few changes. The more you meditate the more you can suppress your emotions (if you want it ofc). Since emotions affect dreams, If they are suppressed the dreams are much different. They feel like trance, I don't participate in them I just observe, I don't make decisions in them or anything that seems like reality. So if you meditate less it gets back to more or less normal.
What is important here is that this fact makes lucid dreaming more difficult, but not impossible as it crossed my mind that it could be the case. I remember developing it and I had a bit success but I was distracted by school or something, forgot about it and lost all progress 2 times so I didn't fully develop it, and now I don't feel like doing it again but I will eventually.

I still practice sensing energy, still nothing epochal but it's slowly getting better. I'm in no hurry and I'll take my time.

EDIT: BTW I see the views have past over 1000, thanks to those that actually read this stuff even though there aren't any real good stuff, if anyone is interested in anything feel free to ask.

[Acrobat]

Using my ability to manipulate emotions, only thing so far that could hurt me emotionally were girls. Now that is no longer the case as my ability has advanced one step forward. I still need to look at this more but I think I can call it a mastery of emotions. From my experience using this skill, it is not the complete absence of emotions that gives power but manipulating them for your own uses. Making yourself calm, focused and confident in every situation. Using rage to improve your strength speed and agility if necessary in combat. Use that energy for psionic practice etc.
I've been using this for about 5-6 years, I wonder if it takes that long to be really good in other abilities. If so I have something to occupy myself for lifetime.
What will I do with all my knowledge, I don't know. I'll just wait and see if the utilitarianism (good is what is usefull concept) or self improvement will prevail.

[Acrobat]

Nothing new to add, but here's some theory of mine i thought of some time ago.
By Buddhist/Hindu/Tao belief people have chakra energy centers. In all of them energy circles clockwise or counter clockwise, first one in one direction and second one in the opposite. Female and male chakra directions are opposite. In theory if some male person has same circular chakra energy motion as female person he might be gay? In theory if male person uses chakra meditation in certain way he could "cure" his gay state or if he is "healthy" he could turn himself gay. Analog for females. I have nothing against gay people this is just theory of mine which i don't intend testing on myself.

[Acrobat]

note on "law of attraction":
 it works better if you send some psi to echo in universe with intention of getting what you want

[Acrobat]

nothing new to write, i've been busy lately but my psionics are all but forgotten

[Acrobat]

I read recently LaVey's "The Satanic Bible". Nice book, philosophy has been written well and I agree with a lot of stuff. Among other things there was something about magic too. According to him there is no "white" nor "black" magic, because if you define "white" as magic that does good and "black" as the one that does harm, it is still magic, the same force for both aims but different intentions.

He also says that magic is fueled by bioelectric energy of nervous system and biochemical energy of emotions which makes sense to a degree. But those rituals with saluting four princes of hell is silly and stupid but if it will help to intensify the emotions then fine.

He also says if you target someone for a curse, hex or any other type of influence through magic it is best to do so while "victim" is sleeping or daydreaming, or while it's tired or distracted and passive for other various reason which also makes sense.

[Acrobat]

I've been researching some philosophy lately. I think that old mystical writings might be good to learn new things and get ideas for psionics. The kabbalah has piqued my interest in such matter, even though it's religious in nature i believe there could be something "between the lines" that could be of use. There also may be other texts that could be useful but I need to find out which ones and I need to get my hands on Kabbalah first.

[Acrobat]

It has been almost 2 years since I joined this page. Over this last year I haven't done much intense psionic research or practice but it's constantly on my mind and unavoidable part of my skill arsenal.
I haven't done or learned anything extraordinary. So far I have learned to meditate very well and suppress emotions, I had some mild precognitions, I did some cloudbursting, TPS on animals and I'm not bad at micro PK. With time I'm sure I'll get better and improve myself further.

[Acrobat]

still working on my abilities, a bit more lately, some results have shown, not much, but it's a nice step forward

[Acrobat]

I've been working more intense lately. I meditate more often and my meditation became much more effective. My abilities have started to develop faster and I can feel psi much stronger now. Problem is i started to smoke again and i drink alcohol more often so it damages my abilities but it's not something that can't be fixed.
Improvements of note are that i can now focus cold psi, i couldn't do it before, my cloudbursting is not bad now, it can't be coincidence that every cloud i stare at starts to dissolve, I can't make it on really thick ones but smaller isolated ones tend to disappear fast. I can also focus better and such.
I stopped using that emotion blocking technique, i still have my mental discipline and it seems that it has liberated some of my suppressed psi, that is if it isn't result of more intense training.
I asked few friends to use psi on them and they can feel it and that is good thing.
I'll carry on working on my skills more, I experiment and work independently, I don't read any of this stuff on the page here for long time.  I want to learn and explore on my own, free of any type of fluff, free of anything that may hinder my progress.

EDIT: forgot to write few things which are now written

[Acrobat]

Still working on my abilities, meditating almost every day, I think I'm improving. My self healing skill is better and i can feel energy around me better and such, but still it needs much more work.

[Acrobat]

i've been doing chakra meditation more intensely for over half a year and i'm getting stronger from it, it seems to me that it is the key for getting any "stronger" abilities and "unlocking" any higher potential.

[Acrobat]

I forget when I start and how long I meditate on certain chakra so I'll write it down here when i get to the next one so i can keep track of my progress and so that i know exactly how long it takes to activate it. So far i noticed it takes about month or two of almost everyday meditation but i don't know for sure since I didn't keep log on it. Techniques from Joy of Satan page seem to be much more effective than those I used before I tried ones from the mentioned page.

Once I move on to next chakra, I need to re-entice from time to time those activated before, so they keep their proper functionality.
I noticed a lot of benefits, both physical and mental and also in my power from prolonged chakra meditation, it's certainly worth every second of time invested.

[Acrobat]

I took few days off from meditation because it seems prolonged 3rd chakra meditation sometimes makes me overloaded. It releases quite a lot of energy and it takes some time for body to adjust to it.
Feeling of this chakra differs from first and second in the feeling of intense warmth, like standing on direct sunlight in black clothes, but it's not uncomfortable. While first and second chakra feel more like pressure and tingling. Warmth in them is much less present compared to the third chakra. This experience may vary from person to person.

[Acrobat]

I continued with meditation 2 days ago, pause took me longer than i wanted because i had a slight cold. I restored most of my power that was damaged by smoking, which is truly "death" to the psion. It slowly disables you any power of energy manipulation, at least that happens to me.

[Acrobat]

After 2 weeks without smoking, I feel much stronger and energy flows nicely through me. When meditating it's easier to feel chakras and effects are stronger. Now I can manupulate energy in my body normaly, like I used to, unlike while I was smoking, I couldn't even create a psiball/energy ball.
Over time I used a lot techniques for manipulating my aura, and people seems to react different to me now. They look at me much more, regardless of their age and sex. Before I thought it's due to my black clothes, but even now when I wear "normal" clothes which should draw no attention, they still often stare, and they don't try to hide it. It's interesting. It seems the effects of previously used such techniques are getting stronger as your aura strengthens with exercises and meditation.

[Acrobat]

Today while I was sitting in my class, I felt energy and warmth rising from my feet upwards through chakras and increased energy around my first 3 chakras themselves. I think it's caused by meditation on my second chakra, which haven't yet fully stabilized even though it is activated. I say that comparing it to my first chakra which has a constant feel of energy and it's easy to feel and stimulate with mediation, unlike second one, which still varies in how it feels and how easy or hard it is to feel. Those 2 compared to third one which takes time and focus to feel and stimulate and that means it's not yet active.
The more chakras are working properly the stronger the energy feels. If chakra between 2 other chakras isn't working fine it will cause total energy to be a bit weaker than it should be. If repaired like mentioned here, effects like this can be expected.
Also it's important to know that you get a distinct specific feeling in chakra when it activates. I suppose the feeling is different on each one, followed by increased intensity and activity of energy in it.
I think I already wrote something about that before.

PS
I see number of views is growing, I hope people don't just click and leave but actually read something and find it useful, everyone is welcome to ask anything if they want to know more or just comment on something.

[Acrobat]

My work is progressing slowly. Due to prolonged meditation I can feel energy around me better and my intuition has improved. I often get impressions from people I know or don't know, about their character or some base feeling of them. It turned out to be accurate so far and it works regardless of my disposition towards people if I know them, that means I can feel negativity from people I like too not only those I don't like and the opposite. I expect this to improve as I practice more.