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[SoSaTr]

I decided that since I haven't really practiced for the past two months, I should start back up again.
The only problem is that I pretty much forgot most of what I knew, so I decided to start from square one and re-read all of the articles I can and start up a journal again.

Therefore, this is that journal.

Also, I feel like having a format. I probably won't stick with it, since I never do with this kind of thing, but oh well.

Code:

[b]Week:[/b]
[b]Mood:[/b]
[b]Log:[/b]

Day: 1
Mood: Frustrated
Log: Alright, so I haven't been all that faithful with my practice. My achievements have been far and few in between. But the other day, what someone said really got me thinking: I had been wrestling with myself about my self-control, since I've been lazy recently and didn't get up early when I told myself I had to several times. Then someone described the exact same feelings I had, then went on to say 'when I don't do that, I feel in control of my life.' This got me thinking about my sub-C in general, so I went home to do some research. While doing this research, I realized my lack of practice, because I forgot what some of the terms meant.

Well, here I am. Starting from scratch. Figuring out how to meditate and focus my mind and such. No success so far. I can't shut myself up for a few minutes yet. I feel... Pathetic. Woo.

[SoSaTr]

Week: 2
Mood: FIIIIINE.
Log: So I did pretty much nothing with psi all week.
BUT I did scare myself to death screwing around with my subconscious. Gotta be careful with that.

[SoSaTr]

Week: 2
Mood: Excited. Spring break, whoo! Time to be a lazy **** and sit in my house all week.
Log: I've been so busy with MSPA lately that I totally forgot about practice.
But now I have too much free time and I'll be reading articles for the next week while practicing. Probably at the same time.
That's not a good idea.
Don't I have to annotate that book for english?

Lately I've been writing a bunch.
When's NaNoWriMo again? I should try that out.
Oh, November. ...It's kind of far from now.

I could just do it from some day in April to some day in May... Maybe after AP exams.
Stuff will probably have to be changed, since I was inspired heavily by whatever I was reading at the time. Namely Robert Jordan, AH, and Amelia Atwater-Rhodes. I made a random alien race, and another that was once part of it but they evolved differently, plus a (hopefully) well-built world.

I wonder if there's a record for dandelion density. I wonder if I saw it on the way home.
Why did I take the long way home, anyways? It was an extra three miles.


Oh right, psion news.
Uh... Maybe later.

[SoSaTr]

Week: 3
Mood: Excited?
Log: I swear I'm going to do something psion-related and post it in this journal. I will.
But family's over, and I like Homestuck a little too much.
Okay I'm obsessed. Just a little.

[Natus]

Okay I'm obsessed. Just a little.

Hahaha. A little?

[SoSaTr]

Hahaha. A little?

...
I feel stupid for not expecting people to read an open topic in a public forum.

But to answer your question.
It used to be a little. Now it's taken over my life.

[SoSaTr]

Natus and I spent almost an hour trying to ping eachother.
For the most part, we tried to send shapes, and possibly got it only once, possible twice.
That sounds about right for the first time.

We also tried sounds, which didn't work at all.

Time really flew when we were doing this, too.

Now, I'm going to ground since we opened a link between our minds. Although it's closed now.

[SoSaTr]

Today was a little more fun.
We tried sending energy to eachother in different ways.

For example, I told him I was ready, then sent energy to him in some way.
He told me what I felt, then I told him what I did.

Then it was my turn to receive energy.

It was actually a very productive session, and we judged accurately, for the most part.
Right now we're taking a break.

I'll update later.

[SoSaTr]

So apparently we're going to try manipulating time later.
Ironically, we cannot do this until we have free time.

[Natus]

I haven't practiced with you in a while :[

[SoSaTr]

I haven't practiced with you in a while :[

Bad communication.
Message me when you're not going to fall asleep lol

[Natus]

Lol, alright

[SoSaTr]

So we totally practiced like 8 hours ago.
Nothing much happened.
We talked for a while.
**** like that.

[SoSaTr]

Man we haven't practiced in forever.
I'm going to get rusty if this goes on lol

[SoSaTr]

WE CANNOT AIM TO SAVE OUR LIVES.

[Natus]

LOL!

"Left foot?"
"No I tried for your right..."

"Left hand?"
"No I tried for your right arm..."

"Left foot, right leg?"
".....No. I actually tried for your head..."

*cries*