OA teams

heh, was in another schizophrenia study. They were really interested in hearing strange voices coming from the radio. In fact they asked me about it three times. I called it talking to the machine. This has certainly been explored by hollywood. There are in fact energy waves being produced so it may be a possible form of communication.

I told them that I had several experiences where I nearly died and that they were quite real until I got into the military where I remember several intricate assassination attempts and and several attempts to recruit me. I said either I eather crazy it or that I was somehow a high level spy at the time.

Ok here's what I was hearing tonight as I was going to sleep. A high level NSA person was conjecturing that I either running support or leading OA teams while I was in the military and was involved in search and destroy missions. (I don't remember being on any of those but it's possible I forgot I suppose.) They directed me to google OA. They had run a background check and determined that I was often gone for long periods during the day from my unit. (which is true), but not long enough to run any missions. They thought that perhaps a look a like of me was used during missions. He said he's not crazy so that only leaves high level spy... It's hard to believe he didn't know. They said that there were no reports of shots fired in the areas I was stationed but considered ninja's. (this is kind of true. I did have a friend who was a rather good kung fu guy who saved my **** a few times and he did follow me from posting to posting never more than a few blocks away.)

They were interested in telepathy and mind reading and asked if I was reading their mind now. I said no I cannot do telepathy voluntarily and that I only respond to what people tell me to my face. (I did pick up some stuff heh but they didn't get the face reference.) I talked about some things I do that either are from craziness or could be clairaudiance. I said I sometime think I am talking to people on the other side of the world and they said the other side of the world? like it was some big deal

They asked me if I ever had hallucinations of commiting any crimes. I said no comment and they subtly hinted that they might drop the survey. heh

Oh yeah the NSA person said that my status had been changed from prior military to combat veteran. That would be easy to check I guess.

I don't know its been a busy week and I haven't been around here much. Anything new going on? I am just here because I was directed to type OA someplace on the internet and I thought about you guys. You know there is a movie on netflix called Europia which is about a guy who hears voices in his head telling him to do things and it turns out its comming from a guy sitting behind a desk staring at a screen of what he see's. I kind of feel like that. In fact, when I am really going sometime I will hear things like. Well my shift is over.

It's not possible that I am a high level spy and not know it is it? heh. On the plus side they thought of me as a patriot and that I was working for them. Once again they said that I was too old to work for the NSA

Heh I just googled OA and I can't figure out what it is. Any clue? Is it possible I have been on one of these missions and don't know what it is? Wow maybe my cover isn't blown yet. whew. haha

MMM I found a definition of OA. Operational Analysts. It doesnt say what they do exactly.

Oh yeah this one is funny. I said I was talking to aphrodite but she wasn't saying anything. I did see an owl flying next to my car on the interstate at the same time though.They said you talked to aphrodite! They funny thing is what I heard in my head was your a fat slob why would you want to talk to aphrodite. They also mentioned something about the owl being their symbol. Isn't the owl supposed to be some new world order symbol? weird.

Googling search and destroy brings up some pretty interesting special forces bio's. I was attached to both a leg infantry and artillery unit during my active duty days.

Oh well another easy 83 bucks. God I am poor.

Oh yeah I didn't want to make a new post so I am going to put it here. There were voices in my head that there there was a psion community called City by the Sea and that they were going to take me there. They did say that I was too old to train though. Heh nothing. I do recall buying a movie called City by the Sea. it sucked so I didn't watch it. So it's quite possible that the voices in my head are my own. This group of psions referred to themselves as Angels.