This...is going to suck. Well, here goes the first recording:
Recording #1:
Alright, so apparently all of my **** got deleted and because I'm really tired I'm just going to go and put in everything that I previously recorded...um...so today's dream in the morning is about machinatas in Mexico with my family's
Person A and
Person B or whatever and, like, I was playing this type of game,
King of Fighters, so I was like this witch and I was trying to charge up a new 3-dimensional and I was just **** around magic balls and fire bolts and what not, and, uh, when I got into maximum I moved the joystick buttons to go into this, like, black-ish mode and more like I was able to release an unlimited magic whichnetted. Don't remember why I was there in Mexico...um...and, um, the dream I had two days ago or three...one of those...I really liked. It was like me going over to neighbor's house and, uh, I was requesting a special type of request from, like, these groups of girls, like if I dropped my pants would they......allow my special type of request and they were like, "Okay". And once they saw they were like, "Okay!". So they led me into, um, doh this is across neighbor's house when the white people used to live, and, like, we went into this special bathroom place or whatever. And so we got transported to a, uh, like, this stadium and like, uh, where they announce the games or whatever are the/these records or the observers...reporters...um, on like a back door there's a small space, I think, and, uh, I crawled through and there were like three types of platforms like cushion, metal/wood or something like that, and after that, uh, I crawled through to like a little town and, um, there was this one place with like a metal dude who, like, used to be in a metal band and he was just selling antiques, like rocks or what not, and he even had this one picture of him with his group band who, like, it was the stereotypical one where a dude bangs his head while emo-ish or what not, but the dude on the counter looked alright. Anyways, I was trying to follow these girls into a special club because they ran it or whatever and I saw their owner who was small and I wasn't able to go in because I said I had to go to the bathroom. So I went to the bathroom and tried closing it with locks, but it wouldn't lock. So it was kind of embarrassing but not too embarrassing either. It is starting to come back to me, a dream I had this morning also, something about taking showers in the bathroom or what not and I might have been embarrassed, I'm not sure, but, um, anyways I was in the bathroom trying to lock it and what not, you know and it wouldn't lock, something about people barging in and talking to me, or something like that. Anyways there was this one girl that I was attracted to and she kind of looks like that junior in my school that also goes to
Organization who's
Race A and there's only one
Race A person, I think. And, um, so she didn't have, like, make-up on her face or whatever. And her hair was more black-ish and her eyes were a little bit more rounder than normal, and, um, I think that's about it. I'm not sure though. Also, what I usually do to go to sleep is first I relax and calm down, you know. Put some ear muffs or whatever I have. But this is relatively new, so I haven't given it too much of a thought. But, um, once I do that, um, I just close my eyes and look around and think of nothing and if that doesn't work then what I usually do is that I relax, thinking about sleeping energy coming into me and breathing out, like, um, the energy or whatever, or thoughts, that don't go away, into the ground. And also, um, what I might do is that I focus on one thought, and um, and just let go of that thought and, like, I just place attention on one thought only, and I just place myself in first-person perspective and I try to go lift it all the way and what not and, um, this one is also relatively new, but like I imagine myself as a tree and, um, just with my feet going down in the ground and my arms also reaching up into the sky, or whatever, just acting as a tree, just going to get myself calmed down. Then once I did that I just go and, uh, I imagine myself just like, uh, dissipating and just like my mind staying left and just molding whatever it wants until it's seen. So, uh, yeah I'm going to sleep because I'm tired...
Recording #1 with commentary:
*In a grumpy voice*
Alright, so apparently all of my **** got deleted and because I'm really tired I'm just going to go and put in everything that I previously recorded...um...so today's dream in the morning is about machinatas (I don't know how to spell it in Spanish. It's pretty much an arcade machine) in Mexico with my family's
Person A (I don't want to reveal my actual cousin's name) and
Person B or whatever and, like, I was playing this type of game,
King of Fighters, so I was like this witch (yes, feminine version. It was this character--->
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Morrigan_Aensland) and I was trying to charge up a new 3-dimensional (I know this makes no sense. Don't know what the hell I was trying to say there, since this was three...four months ago?) and I was just **** around magic balls and fire bolts and what not, and, uh, when I got into maximum (as in the special) I moved the joystick buttons to go into this, like, black-ish mode (like what this character does, but in marvel vs capcom and he goes into this reddish form --->
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Strider_Hiryu) and more like I was able to release an unlimited magic whichnetted (can't understand, think it was two words. Sounds like "whichnetted" or something like that). Don't remember why I was there in Mexico...um...and, um, the dream I had two days ago or three...one of those...I really liked. It was like me going over to neighbor's house and, uh, I was requesting a special type of request from, like, these groups of girls (sex, obviously. The house is across from my street), like if I dropped my pants would they......allow my special type of request and they were like, "Okay". And once they saw they were like, "Okay!". So they led me into, um, doh this is across neighbor's house when the white people (now Latinos live in it) used to live, and, like, we went into this special bathroom place or whatever. And so we got transported to a, uh, like, this stadium and like, uh, where they announce the games or whatever are the/these records or the observers...reporters...um, on like a back door (I was originally in an open field. I think I was referring to the bleachers/stands when I talked about observers or reporters. When I was talking about announcers, I was referring to the small room they're in that are above the bleachers. I was saying that there's a backdoor near that room) there's a small space, I think, and, uh, I crawled through and there were like three types of platforms like cushion, metal/wood or something like that, and (I know I only mentioned two. I think the third might have been wood, but I didn't put too much attention at that moment of the dream. I am also referring to the inside of the backdoor. It was as if I was crawling through the inside of an air vent and the air vent itself was made of three types of materials) after that, uh, I crawled through to like a little town (after getting out of the air vent I was placed in front of a small town. The whole event is like the first Narnia movie; I open a closet door, move through a little bit, and all of a sudden I'm confronted with snow! Except the closet was an air vent and I came to a town instead of a snowy area) and, um, there was this one place with like a metal dude who, like, used to be in a metal band (a dude who likes heavy metal, NOT an actual person who's made of metal) and he was just selling antiques (I went inside a store owned by a metal dude who sold antiques), like rocks or what not, and he even had this one picture of him with his group band who, like, it was the stereotypical one where a dude bangs his head while emo-ish or what not, but the dude on the counter looked alright. Anyways, I was trying to follow these girls (the girls who I was attracted towards) into a special club because they ran it or whatever and I saw their owner who was small and I wasn't able to go in because I said I had to go to the bathroom. So I went to the bathroom and tried closing it with locks, but it wouldn't lock. So it was kind of embarrassing but not too embarrassing either. It is starting to come back to me, a dream I had this morning also, something about taking showers in the bathroom or what not and I might have been embarrassed, I'm not sure, but, um, anyways I was in the bathroom trying to lock it and what not, you know and it wouldn't lock, something about people barging in and talking to me, or something like that. Anyways there was this one girl that I was attracted to and she kind of looks like that junior in my school that also goes to
Organization (I'm not revealing the organization I go to after-school as an extra-curricular activity) who's
Race A (too little of that specific race...) and there's only one
Race A person, I think. And, um, so she didn't have, like, make-up on her face or whatever. And her hair was more black-ish and her eyes were a little bit more rounder than normal (I actually said "neuro" or something extremely similar to that word. Normal fits into the context of the situation), and, um, I think that's about it. I'm not sure though. Also, what I usually do to go to sleep is first I relax and calm down, you know. Put some ear muffs or whatever I have. But this is relatively new, so I haven't given it too much of a thought. But, um, once I do that, um, I just close my eyes and look around and think of nothing and if that doesn't work then what I usually do is that I relax, thinking about sleeping energy (it was easier for me to understand what the hell I was talking about) coming into me and breathing out, like, um, the energy or whatever, or thoughts, that don't go away, into the ground. And also, um, what I might do is that I focus on one thought, and um, and just let go of that thought and, like, I just place attention on one thought only, and I just place myself in first-person perspective and I try to go lift it all the way and what not (I have no effin' clue what I meant here) and, um, this one is also relatively new, but like I imagine myself as a tree and, um, just with my feet going down in the ground and my arms also reaching up into the sky, or whatever, just acting as a tree, just going to get myself calmed down. Then once I did that I just go and, uh, I imagine myself just like, uh, dissipating and just like my mind staying left and just molding whatever it wants until it's seen (hypnagogic hallucinations and trying to control that process). So, uh, yeah I'm going to sleep because I'm tired...
END
Before the recording I was trying to find the right method for me that can knock me out within minutes. I experimented a lot during that time of excursion, finding which technique works best for me, which two I should combine, and which ones I should scrap because they are crap. I don't feel like typing a grammatically correct recording. My head hurts from pausing and starting my recording way too much. I might not type down my dream entry next time for word-for-word, since it takes up way too much time. The commentaries won't be necessary if I type up the main gist of what I was referring towards in my dream entries and the time I was recording them.
Date of entry: 3/10/10
Time: 10:50 AM
Entry #: 1 out of 36
I'll try to type up my next dream entry sometime later tomorrow. This project might take me a while...
