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[Jeremy5]

So today is around the end of my first week of practice, and I moved a psi-wheel. I spun it fairly fast, then was able to stop it and change the direction, which for me is enough evidence that i had control over it and movement  was not caused by the whole "hand heat" theory. Both yesterday and today i attempted AP, but did not succeed. I felt close, but it was more like a lucid dream. I also looked at my aura in the mirror with a white backdrop behind me, and i discovered that it is somewhere between blue and purple, which with little knowledge of very many specific colors, other than the main rainbow, i looked it up and found out that it is indigo....Weird. Maybe i should just say violet to annoy the "indigo child" people. Well I guess that theory could possibly explain the whole slight precognition and empathy stuff i randomly do without knowing. Very interesting.

[cmonroe]

Try to post what you did every day; that's what I do. Make sure you write every detail so when you read it over you may be able to repeat what you did. For example: you flare and you come online(here) and record it. You try it again and it doesn't work. You can come back online to see what you did the first time and it could help a lot. Another example is when you could have a dream and you think that it could be precognition, record it here and maybe you'll figure out what it meant. I hope this journal helps you.
       ~cmonroe

[Jeremy5]

Ok, LJ5 back again. Well today was the second day of aura-viewing training, and i noticed that the big, budding oak trees around my house have very large, clear auras, and the ones that are dying have almost none. Today in school I saw one of my more charismatic teacher's aura, and it was orange.

[Jeremy5]

Oops, I forgot to add this to today's journal, today, while walking home, I was able to walk with my eyes closed and not move out of line, I could see the outline of the road in my mind, but it seemed to be all outlined in gray lines, like drawn by a pencil.

[Jeremy5]

One last update today. A few minutes ago I spun two little foil psi wheels at the same time. First I spun one fairly fast, then changed the direction, then spun the other in the same direction. Once again, right after spinning them and then stopping, I tried again but failed completely.

[Jeremy5]

Today I used a model from Stolide's site to create a little tech generator, it has orbs of energy on the end of a energetic, 3 bladed  propeller, with another orb in the center. That orb is connected to an axle, and halfway down the axle is another propeller with 5 blades, then a disc at the bottom. every orb has an "amp" attached below it. All this is rotating along a vertical axis and directing its gathered energy toward a large quartz crystal for storage.

[Jeremy5]

Just an update with the tech, I waved my hand through where I had made the construct and it felt like a jolt of electricity ran up my arm, and this is only around 9-10 hours after it was created.

[Jeremy5]

Currently reading IIH

[Jeremy5]

OK, so i am officially back to Psionics after a very busy summer completely blowing off my schedule of training, except for using predictions of numbers to mess with people and the occasional psi wheel. So i have a question for some of the experienced Psions, but if you're still a newbie like me and feel that you have good input, please feel free to reply. I have an app on my phone that randomly generates a dice roll with different colored dice, and earlier today i was rolling it and said out loud what number and the color dice it would be on i thought was going to appear with a witness watching, and i got the first three in a row right and then missed a few then got more correct in streaks of two to three. So my question is, is this precognition, forcing the outcome, or just plain random luck?

[issacweirdo]

OK, so i am officially back to Psionics after a very busy summer completely blowing off my schedule of training, except for using predictions of numbers to mess with people and the occasional psi wheel. So i have a question for some of the experienced Psions, but if you're still a newbie like me and feel that you have good input, please feel free to reply. I have an app on my phone that randomly generates a dice roll with different colored dice, and earlier today i was rolling it and said out loud what number and the color dice it would be on i thought was going to appear with a witness watching, and i got the first three in a row right and then missed a few then got more correct in streaks of two to three. So my question is, is this precognition, forcing the outcome, or just plain random luck?

The exact data would be very helpful. If you used micro PK to affect the dice roll, which is to say you had the intent to force the die to reflect a certain number and color, then you were affecting the probability of the dice roll. You also didn't provide the reader how many times you ran the application and the total amount of times you accurately predicted the dice rolls. I don't exactly know how much % of accurate rolls is needed to determine if it's not by random chance you guessed the dice (statistical significance or something like that), but I personally think it was by random luck.

[Jeremy5]

Thank you for the input, I also thought it was just luck, however my only reason for doubt is that each time i correctly predicted the roll it was in streaks. I would get three correct in a row then get a small headache and miss the next few, then have another streak. And I was trying to force the number that I wanted to appear, so it sounds like micro-PK, which would explain the headaches. Also, each headache went away after grounding.

[issacweirdo]

It's not that uncommon to see people guessing things correctly in streaks though. I mean, it's bound to happen; even though the chances are decreased the higher your streaks go, the possibility still remains.

Even though what I am about to say will be anecdotal evidence, hopefully it will help clarify my point that luck can still occur at extreme times, even if it seems luck was impossible: When I used to believe in psi, I was intensely into micro-pk. I was obsessed with this idea that everything I did, everything that happens to me is due to the influence of my thoughts. Of course, there would be moments where I would totally forget about my beliefs; it's called being immersed in the present. Similar to what you have, I was running a coin toss application online out of boredom. I was just clicking because I felt like it, not paying much attention to what was happening. I think I ran 15 trials without thinking about the results. While the simulation was going on I would tell myself in the head what side it was going to land on, which is to say I was not exerting an effort in the level of psi. To help me keep track of my predictions I wrote them down on notepad. I was getting bored, so I pressed stop. When I started paying attention to the results I became excited; 13 of my predictions were right! My self-confidence that I had psionic ability grew immensely. Mind you, this was near the beginning stages of my development on trying to learn how to control psi. Seeing this as an opportunity, I played the same simulation for a hundred trials. I was trying to exert a conscious effort, visualizing psi in the form of computer data trying to increase the rate of the coin landing on tails or heads. Point being, my highest streak at that point was five. I was even able to replicate the same mind state I was in when I was first mindlessly clicking the button "Flip". In essence, at that time I thought I was just not getting the mind state right and that I was effortlessly using psi to achieve my goals. Since I no longer believe in psi I believe I did achieve the same mind state I had at that time, but the mind state itself had no influence on the results. In reference to your belief; this is not to say that psi is completely untrue, even if I personally think it is. It's your personal belief, something that I can try to change but if I try it might bar you away from the field of psionics. To help clarify; I am a supporter of knowledge, meaning I support the notion that everyone has the right to knowledge. Actually, I think everyone should learn material on their own free will and should not be forced to learn things they don't want to learn. I think there are still lessons to be learned from psionics though, despite how ridiculous psionics sounds to skeptics like me; there's usually some form of reasoning that can help people evolve their current form of thinking. At least, psionics helped me become smarter, academic and human-wise.

I digress; in summary, you were doing micro-pk. I personally think pain in the form of headaches is only an effect people place on themselves when trying to do psionics, since there is no valid proof that shows psionics is related to the body. But meh, people are entitled to their opinions. Here's a system I developed literally right now as I'm writing this to help classify what psi ability anyone performs from their experiences:

Types of essentials for psi abilities:
Expansion of astral body
Contraction of astral body
Collection of psi
Expansion of psi
Contraction of psi
Programming

Basic Questions for classification:
1) Is it related directly to the subtle energy as psi? If so, proceed to question 5. If not, then continue to question 2.
2) Is it related directly to the manipulation of the astral body? Proceed to question 3.
3) Is one's consciousness located inside the astral body, or in the physical and astral body? Proceed to question 4, regardless if it's a no or yes. Keep track of answer.
4) Does the astral body contract or expand? With answer look at classifications.
5) Does the subtle energy contract or expand? With answer look at classifications.

Basic Classifications + Properties:
Subtle Energy-
I) Programmed;
   A)Construct
      1)Shield
      2)Attack
      3)AI sentinel
      4)Manual-controlled sentinel
   B)Remote-viewing
      1)Precognition
      2)Retro-cognition
      3)Remote-viewing in present time
   C)PK
      1)Micro-pk
      2)Macro-pk
   D)Telepathy
      1)Telepathy (form of word/image/noise/taste/tactile/smell communication)
      2)Empathy (form of emotion communication)
Astral Body-
I)
   A)Transfer of consciousness to astral body
      1)Astral projection
   B)Consciousness divided between astral body and physical body
      1)Bi-location
      2)Astral projection

Notes:
1)This is a basic classification system. This is mostly for beginners; it is not intended to be used for mediocre/advanced psions.
2)Some personal belief went into the classification system. However, my belief that psi does not exist was not incorporated into the classification system; if it was then there would be no purpose for the useless system. Therefore I had to sustain my belief in order to create a valuable tool for beginners in psionics.
3)Following note 2, there were also some beliefs of mine, assuming if psi was true, on what I personally believe how psi works. For example, my belief is that psions are only able to manipulate two things only; their astral body and psi. Whether the astral body is also made of highly complex-structured psi is out of my scope; therefore I will assume they are different. I am also not entirely sure on how the mind would interact with the astral body or psi, so it is assumed the mind has a mystical property that allows control over these two things.
4)I included programming as an essential separate from psi. Programming isn't necessarily psi, but more like someone's intent. Their intent can be imprinted on psi to make it perform certain functions. Once again, I am not too sure how it does this, but it is directly related to the mind-psi connection. Since I don't know what the connection is, I will therefore most likely know nothing on how the imprint process works. I actually don't know anything, but if it was another person it's possible to know how the process works, but not on what makes the process work.
5)To even move psi requires intent, which requires the mind; the mind uses intent, which is another form of saying programming. Therefore all psi must require programming to even perform simple functions like to move. There is then no such thing as manipulating psi without using programming.
6)I separated PK into two categories to make classification a little bit easier. For example, affecting probability would be around the atomic scale. However, moving chairs would be at the macroscopic level.
7)I personally think telepathy is just communication of thoughts, which includes empathy. I just think emotions are more complex forms of thoughts. Some people disagree though, so I just included empathy and telepathy as separate. If there's too much problems then I'll just change "D)Telepathy" to "D)Communication of thoughts".
8)Astral stuff is so popular that I just decided to include it.

I'm planning to expand on this guide, but I don't have much time.

[Jeremy5]

That is a very interesting view, I looked in my Statistics and Probability textbook and it said that streaks in random tests are much more common than most would think, so luck may very well have had something to do with it.

[issacweirdo]

That is a very interesting view, I looked in my Statistics and Probability textbook and it said that streaks in random tests are much more common than most would think, so luck may very well have had something to do with it.

Just conduct more trials then report the results.

[Birth]

Oops, I forgot to add this to today's journal, today, while walking home, I was able to walk with my eyes closed and not move out of line, I could see the outline of the road in my mind, but it seemed to be all outlined in gray lines, like drawn by a pencil.

This has caught my attention. It's exactly what happens to me. Mine are like light light light gray streaks that show me the outline of the object closest to me. I'm beginning to wonder if I tried hard enough, if I will be able to see an outline of my house. Or see someone through a wall. This is going in my next log! ;]

[Jeremy5]

So a few days ago I read a little on cloud bursting and decided to try it out. Just my luck, there have been no clouds since. I am not kidding, there has not been a single cloud in the sky for four days strait. Well I guess I will work on some other things to train with until some of those fluffy buggers come back. I guess there could be worse things than four cloudless 80 degree days.

[Jeremy5]

As I read this journal over again and read my past experiences, it seems as though I remember every moment in my life that psi was involved with extreme clarity. I recall the exact way my room looked  and my exact thoughts at the time, which is unusual because I have a bad memory most of the time. Odd.

[issacweirdo]

As I read this journal over again and read my past experiences, it seems as though I remember every moment in my life that psi was involved with extreme clarity. I recall the exact way my room looked  and my exact thoughts at the time, which is unusual because I have a bad memory most of the time. Odd.

One word, excluding these: Lucky.

[Jeremy5]

What is lucky?

[issacweirdo]

What is lucky?

That you at least have precise memory in one area of your life. My memory is practically flawed in so many ways. My brain works more like an encyclopedia than anything else. It just doesn't include images or sound. I can call information up, but I can't remember the majority of the time the events associated with them. Sometimes I get a lucky break; I can call up partial information in a semi-vivid manner in my mind's eye. That's as far as it can go though. The events usually need to have some mental impact on my personality as well.